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14 August 2009 @ 01:50 pm
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Obligatory hair-cut camwhoring. Are you bored of it yet? I know I am. It's not like I'm going to actually die my hair pink, any more than I'll actually tattoo my wrists. I'd like to, but I'd also like to have a job in a year's time, so when you balance it all, being an adult sucks.

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I would like to draw your attention to the fact that my dress has tiny flying ponies on it. THAT'S RIGHT, PEOPLE. TINY FLYING PONIES. It's why I had to buy it, even though it's basically cut as a maternity dress that makes me look pregnant. With twin elephants.

1. I think I'm coming down with swine flu. (Or maybe just regular flu, but 'swine flu' sounds so much more Dark Ages.)
2. The phrase 'tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all' is such absolute bollocks. There's an old fashioned surgery called a vagotomy. It relieved pain from stomach ulcers - this was back before they invented nice shiny pills for the purpose - by slicing through the vagus nerve that supplied the painful sensations. I wish there was a nerve supplying the part of my brain that loves, so I could cut it. All it ever does is bring pain. (MY shiny pills are only partially good at deadening it. My mother wants me to go see a 'real' psychiatrist now, but I doubt they'll tell me anything new. It all amounts to, "Only you can fix yourself," but maybe I've been broken too long.)
3. Is it me, or has Spencer lost weight? Or bought new pants? Either way, HELLO. (Not that he wasn't hot before, but rarr.)
Current Mood: crappycrappy
Current Music: the stars are projectors // modest mouse
jehnt: disney - ponies!jehnt on August 14th, 2009 01:05 pm (UTC)
a) YOUR HAIR. how do you always rock those shaggy cuts? They look terrible on me but AWESOME on you.

b) TINY FLYING PONIES OMG. Most amazing dress ever even if you don't feel like it's a flattering fit!

c) You CAN fix yourself, you CAN! I know because I'm well on my way to doing so after never having thought I'd actually get there! So I know you can do it too.
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: Fashion: princessscoradh on August 14th, 2009 01:11 pm (UTC)
A) Possibly because I only take these pictures the day I come out of the salon? On an average day I have ten million little devil whorls on top and the rest is crimped sideways (just from sleeping on it). D:


C) Yeah, but then I have a badbad night and it's like, is there any point deluding myself for weeks and months at a time if it still ends up at 3am sobbing my eyes out and wanting to die? UM. WHICH IS CHEERFUL, I KNOW. I wish my dress had little unicorns on it...
girl; obsessed: bandom - pink!spencercomplications_g on August 14th, 2009 01:29 pm (UTC)

D: Flu is bad enough.

Spencer has definitely lost weight recently! I think it's a combination of stress from recent events, and the surfing. I have loved all of Spencer's looks, apart from the 'stache. It was just bad.

Edited at 2009-08-14 01:29 pm (UTC)
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: halowrites: tiger kittenscoradh on August 14th, 2009 01:32 pm (UTC)

I know. I think it's just a psychosomatic sore throat anyway. :D?

Yeah! It's like, I had no problem with his little tummy - I didn't want to ... do things to it, the way others did - but now? I want to slide my hands under his shirt. Um.

*runs away to fetch her tinhat*
girl; obsessed: bandom - spencer tiltcomplications_g on August 14th, 2009 01:40 pm (UTC)


Nuwandahighschoolhussy on August 14th, 2009 01:40 pm (UTC)
1. Hair! Super cute! Dress! Well, flying ponies! How can you go wrong?

2. I hope you feel better (physically and mentally) soon.

3. Right? I keep seeing pics of Spencer and being like, "Uh-huh, he's hot," but then I saw video last night and was converted on the spot. Good God, Spencer Smith, get in my pants right now.
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: halowrites: orange birdsscoradh on August 14th, 2009 01:43 pm (UTC)
1. That was my thought. (I also bought a skirt with giraffes on using the same principle. I will be broke so very soon.)

2. Yeah, I'm sure it'll pass. It always does. Usually just after I spill my guts to lj, actually...

3. I KNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW. Of all bandom people, I totally would. TOTALLY.
allyndra: Deep Thoughts Xanderallyndra on August 14th, 2009 01:51 pm (UTC)
Your hair is awesome. My bad hair and I are jealous. Also, you would have to be made of stone to resist a dress with tiny flying ponies on it. STONE!

Spencer looks amazing lately. I've never been all that attracted to him, physically, but I'm willing to change my mind. :o)

Also, *hugs*
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: halowrites: child on swingscoradh on August 14th, 2009 01:57 pm (UTC)
That tends to happen in hairdressers ... that's why I pay them such scandalous amounts. :DDD

I WOULD LIKE A SPENCER SMITH, PLEASE. Maybe coin-operated, snh snh snh. ♥

No Apologiesaidenfire on August 14th, 2009 02:01 pm (UTC)
You are so beautiful, it's really incredible. Also PONIES.

IDK about Spencer, as I don't really follow this fandom, but I follow you, and I hope things get better bb. ♥
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: Fashion: william morris-esquescoradh on August 14th, 2009 07:48 pm (UTC)
The ponies so win. But you do too. :D

I follow you too! I was so pleased that you're loving Chitown (sorry, sorry). Perhaps the next year will be good for both of us. *crosses fingers*
sunsetmog on August 14th, 2009 02:11 pm (UTC)
I love your hair.

...and your tiny flying ponies. ♥

And Spencer Smith. The surfing and the gay married boyfriend thing is really working for him.
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: Art: Bookishscoradh on August 14th, 2009 07:51 pm (UTC)
I may be biased, but who could NOT love the tiny flying ponies?! Not to mention the dress actually reaches my knees, so I can wear it on the wards. :D

Spencer Smith makes a heatwave in my pants. But I'd still rather he get with Brendon than moi. *adjusts tinhat to a rakish angle*
oopsoddishly on August 14th, 2009 04:42 pm (UTC)

(Except the swine flu part. And the #2. But you know. :)


Yes I totally edited this comment three times for font size. What.

Edited at 2009-08-14 04:44 pm (UTC)
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: iconomicons a spoonful of hemlockscoradh on August 14th, 2009 07:40 pm (UTC)
The psychosomat - the swine flu has gone, but do you know how much it hurts when you scrape your hand with the thing meant for skinning the dead skin off your feet? A LOT. It's just a comedy of errors round here. D:

The email alerts were kind of puzzling, I must admit!
peripatetic extemporizations: Brendon glasses tan!hatoyona on August 14th, 2009 06:08 pm (UTC)
Your hair! Your dress! You! ♥
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: iconomicons choose wiselyscoradh on August 14th, 2009 07:53 pm (UTC)
peripatetic extemporizationshatoyona on August 14th, 2009 09:24 pm (UTC)
It looks ADORABLE. Man, I want a dress with flying ponies on it!!
question marks are out of fashionflimsy on August 14th, 2009 07:28 pm (UTC)
3. Nope, Spencer definitely lost weight! He's almost back to tiny!lesbian!2006!Spencer! Hips! Freckles! ♥

2. I wish that too sometimes. Half a year ago I researched self-hypnosis and what effects it had and how much memory about a person you could actually erase. Looking back now, I feel pretty stupid considering/researching, but at the time it seemed like a good option.

Also, love your hair! And the dress!!
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: bbb spencescoradh on August 14th, 2009 07:54 pm (UTC)
I MEAN TO SAY. THE HIPS. They are really shown to advantage now with his tiny snaky little torso all highlighted. I also like his hair and his beard is just right. Plus. Freckles. (What dignified fandom distance?!) He is just too damn ... edible for his own good!

Yeah. I fail to see why love is such a great thing. IRL, I mean, considering I write about faily boys indulging in it all the time. D: I wish I could really take a pill to stop me feeling that way ever again in the future. It would probably have to be made of unicorn tears or something.

Thank you, bb! ♥

Huh. Need pretty!Spencer icon. >:(
mrsquizzical: bandom panic spencer bluemrsquizzical on August 14th, 2009 08:53 pm (UTC)
the 'better to have loved and lost' thing only makes sense in retrospect, i'm afraid. at the time it just pretty much sucks donkey balls. *hugs*
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: Disney: Little Mermaid bathscoradh on August 15th, 2009 11:13 am (UTC)
Man, I'm pretty much in retrospect, and I still can't see how I wouldn't be better off never having experienced the horrible, sticky emotion. DDD:
Sereniaserenia on August 15th, 2009 01:33 am (UTC)
Your hair looks great! I love the dress, too.

I think psychiatry boils down to letting you rant at someone until you come to your own conclusions. At least, that's how it seemed to work for me, even if my psych said that wasn't his strategy.
every Starbucks should have a polar bear: halowrites: awesome tightsscoradh on August 15th, 2009 11:15 am (UTC)
Thank you, bb! :D

Yeah, I've pretty much come to the conclusion that this is as good as it gets. I don't see the point of spilling all my secrets to yet another person to find that out again.